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DarkestFay
An introduction to the twisted labyrinth know as my head.
So I'm in San Diego having a blast with S. We watched 28 Days Later and Hostel part II today and I'm sleeping in the pool house which under any other circumstance would be cool but I'm a bit frightened from the movies and the fact I thought i saw UFO's. Anywho. Watching Hostel part II extras chillin out. S went to bed but I'm here alone which is chill. I haven't had any alone time since we left RohPo.
So this is the last few day's of NaNoWriMo and I'm not going to finish. I hardly have any done and it would take so much work to finish and I just don't have it in me. I would have to literally write all day Saturday, Sunday, Monday and most of those nights. In addition to the trip and my homework there's just no way. I feel aweful about it becuase it's like I failed which really sucks. I have enought things pulling me down I don't really need another one but it's crazy to try and do it. It's not like I'm going to stop writing the story I'm just not going to get it done by Monday night so I'm just going to relax and enjoy my holiday. But I do have to say I still feel really bad about it.
ekk! Between not finishing NaNo, traveling, a few other thigns and the movies I'm super anxious. And I'm a little hugery but everyone is asleep. Maybe in a bit if I'm still up and hungry I'll go inside and get some cereal or something.
Today we went to this place called Party Arty where you go and do crafty things. It was super fun. I made two pins and three ornaments. This is one of the pins I made. It's not the best picture but you get the idea.
Got FroYo and played at the park. I climbed a rock and then got stuck at the top. It was fun. Anyway. It's a bit later now fom when I started writing so I'm going to bed now. No cereal. Thanksgiving tomorrow. Let's see how it goes!
So this is the last few day's of NaNoWriMo and I'm not going to finish. I hardly have any done and it would take so much work to finish and I just don't have it in me. I would have to literally write all day Saturday, Sunday, Monday and most of those nights. In addition to the trip and my homework there's just no way. I feel aweful about it becuase it's like I failed which really sucks. I have enought things pulling me down I don't really need another one but it's crazy to try and do it. It's not like I'm going to stop writing the story I'm just not going to get it done by Monday night so I'm just going to relax and enjoy my holiday. But I do have to say I still feel really bad about it.
ekk! Between not finishing NaNo, traveling, a few other thigns and the movies I'm super anxious. And I'm a little hugery but everyone is asleep. Maybe in a bit if I'm still up and hungry I'll go inside and get some cereal or something.
Today we went to this place called Party Arty where you go and do crafty things. It was super fun. I made two pins and three ornaments. This is one of the pins I made. It's not the best picture but you get the idea.
Got FroYo and played at the park. I climbed a rock and then got stuck at the top. It was fun. Anyway. It's a bit later now fom when I started writing so I'm going to bed now. No cereal. Thanksgiving tomorrow. Let's see how it goes!
- 00:12 the sky is really freaky! It's red! Since when is the sky red? #
- 00:33 And then I smiled and it was going to all be ok #
- 12:16 I have a furlough today kinda cool to have the day off but then again what else am I going to do with myself? #
- 17:38 nap nap nap. I like to nap. nappity nap nap. I just napped. #
- 19:05 I'm not a fan of taco night. #
- 22:08 I love shelby! Watching Saw III #
- 09:05 Rough night. I'm super tired now. #
- 16:21 I think I've got the curse. I wish sometimes you know? Anyway. Grocery. Nap. Dinner. Class. Gym. Shower. Sleep. #
- 18:59 My flavored water exploded on me in theater and now my sweater is all wet! Ekk!!! #
- 20:41 I still have an hour of class left! I'm going insane! I wanna.... #
- 11:07 Finished econ midterm way too early. It really sucked!!! #
- 14:23 Jealousy is a poisonous emotion. #
- 14:17 Watching a video of a lecture on rock wall paintings. I wuld rather be elsewhere #
- 15:12 Fear is a good movie. #
- 18:08 Dinner at the caf was awful so I made some yummy eggs. #
- 11:17 got outta class an hour early so now I have time to get my glasses before my next class! #
- 12:15 @simplycarolinex where are u driving? R u alright? #
- 23:16 Wishing I was watching fear instead of studying #
- 00:28 it's like a dream that I've forgotten but I know I had. #
- 14:09 @simplycarolinex why so early? You could have helped me with this wretched review that I'm a good 80 words short on. #
- 21:15 Watching bball game with kelley. #
- 22:00 I should know better by now. #
- 00:56 I'll keep wishing for the things that will never come. #
- 13:07 I am avoiding my homework. I need to get it done but have no inspiration to. #
- 22:47 Haveing a no cursing contest this week. #
- 13:07 I'm eating a $12 bowl of Lucky Charms. #
- 21:29 @simplycarolinx would rather eat a human than an animal lol #
- 16:16 Some days are easy. Some days aren't. #
- 17:05 Mistake. #
- 18:37 @simplycarolinex is shoving greenbeans into noodles. #
- 16:09 Ugh! My freakin friends are being stupid and won't go anywhere but the living room so we can't watch Hostel!!!! #
- 23:56 This is the worst trip ever!!! #
Current Mood:
hopeful
It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It is the dream afrain of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to grow And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.....
Current Mood:
anxious
Ugh. Going through an all new set of lasts. Only difference is these ones are new and are more permaniant. In some ways I feel like my world is crashing down and disintergrating. In others though, it's what I want most. I don't know. I'm happy to be back in Ohio and I feel like I don't have enough time here but at the same time I want to be back in LA so I can start finalizing things there. I'm talking to my roommate right now. She sounds cool. I'm glad. It's such a relief not to have to worry about that anymore. I'm back to the point where I don't want to sleep becuase I don't want to miss anything (even though nothings happening and I'll just be up by myself) and so then I don't sleep and it just makes things worse. I wish I could just be chill for a while and not be so anxious. Not to mention I've gained pounds. Maybe I just need some sleep. We'll see. I wish life was more like a Sarah Dessen novel...
- 10:21 Stop thinking you know what's going to happen. Drop all expectations and let thing happen how they happen. #
- 08:38 I'm ready for orientation to be over. #
- 22:28 I'm so together... and then I just fall apart. #
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